Wednesday, November 30th
I'm going to get right to the point because my emotions are raw tonight.  Kylie is scheduled for her pace maker surgery about noon tomorrow.  She is second case, so we don't have an exact time.  Inside I mentally fought the decision as the surgeon talked to me tonight.  No it's only day 8 tomorrow and maybe it could change.  No Lord I really don't want my girl to have to have continual surgeries the rest of her life.  Bottom line I was not willing to give up the fight.  But as the surgeon talked I realized he was right.  As my new precious friend said we trust and serve a God who holds the universe together.  He knows every part of Kylie's inner workings of her heart.  He knows what's best for her.  So Lord I trust in you now.  And if you choose not to change things till surgery I'm ok. I truly mean this, but it doesn't mean at times, fear and heartache doesn't grip me as I watch my sweet little girl in her hospital bed right now.  Thanks for praying with me...

Snapshot from today...

So good to have my sweet niece Katie (who graduated top in her nursing class) here to help.

I rested well back at the Yawkey house knowing Kylie was in good hands.  And Kylie's 

Aunt Mary got some of the best but little smiles from her.  I came back and the nurse and Mary

were laughing hard.  Apparently Mary set off one of Kylies alarms and quickly pointed

to Mary when the nurse walked in. 

Grandma works on teddy bear Wesley's heart 

with Kylie's new doctor set.

This is what Kylie thinks of walking...